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Name: Greco Song
Year: Class of 2013
Hometown: Fullerton, CA
Major: Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering
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Hi. My name is Greco and I’m a Hopkins junior studying Chemical and Molecular Engineering. I am part of the Student Admissions Advisory Board (SAAB), where I help prospective students with their college decisions (follow me on twitter! www.twitter.com/JHU_Greco) and also help admitted Hopkins pre-freshman with their transition to college life during the summer. I’m also currently the president of one of the a cappella groups on campus, the Vocal Chords.
Over the summer, I have been arranging an a cappella rendition of a song called “This” for the Vocal Chords. It’s a country song written and performed by Darius Rucker. I had never been a fan of country music (disliked it quite much, to be honest), but when the group decided to do this song for this year’s fall and spring concerts, I was almost forced to be the one arranging it.
Arranging a song is a pretty big task – you have to sit down, listen to the track about a gazillion times, and then try to remember and write down what notes were in the background. Sometimes, some parts in the background are simply not singable (especially country songs with crazy stringy sounds…) so I would have to find alternate ways to make it more feasible for us to sing. Country music is really really not my thing at all. But somehow, the song first got stuck in my head (which happens a lot when arranging songs), then it became a meaningful companion (which doesn’t usually happen..).
The song is about a guy getting dumped by his girlfriend and everything, but in the end he’s thankful that all these things lead him to “this” which basically is his happy life with his daughter and his family. The lyrics in this song is just so positive, but not too positive to make me throw up out of cheesiness. No, I haven’t really been in a serious relationship or anything, but I do understand the message and listening to the song literally thousand times really made me commit to it. Honestly though, I don’t know if it’s really because I sympathize with the singer or if it’s simply because I’m brainwashed with the song. When I sing it out loud, it comes out of my mouth through the muscle memory, and sometimes I don’t even have to think about what part of the song I’m singing at the moment. Maybe I’m just not in that stage right now where I think life is just full of wonderful things like unicorns? Maybe right now, Darius’s “this” is my “that.”
To be honest, Hopkins was not my first choice. When I was applying for colleges three years ago, I had some other school in mind. But that school rejected me and I was basically left with Hopkins. The Vocal Chords wasn’t my first choice a cappella group either. But I got rejected to the group I wanted to get in, and I had no choice but to join the Vocal Chords. I also have other plenty personal decisions that I had no choice but to make in the past, and sometimes I had to go to somewhere with no people and just cry my heart out. I just felt like I had no control over my own life. I think feeling of losing control is the worst thing a person can ever feel – if you don’t have a control over your OWN life, what else can you be in control of? I was tired of being an underdog, and many times I wanted to let myself fail (and a few times I did let myself fail).
In two months I turn 21. It’s a pretty big number. And I’m really proud of myself for physically and emotionally surviving this long. Yes, it sucks to be an underdog, but over time, I learned to fight. Over time, I learned how to appreciate hard work – even when I failed at something, I learned to be simply thankful of the every effort I’d put into it. That’s the art of being an underdog. I just simply don’t allow myself to quit and keep fighting even without having to see the end of the hardship because I learned to believe in myself. It really doesn’t matter if I believe in God or not – as long as I believe in myself, I can be in control.
I’ve met a ton of people here at Hopkins, but ended up sticking only with a few friends. But these friends are the ones I opened up to completely and I’m really thankful for them. I learned so many things from them including how to be a good friend, and I really cannot imagine my life without them.
It’s like learning how to ride a two-wheel bike. I think I had too much pride before I came to Hopkins, trying to learn it all by myself. I rode it for two seconds then I would fall to the ground. Again for another few seconds, and fall again. I didn’t allow anyone to hold my bike and help me, and I ended up with some scars here and there, and beat myself up for it. But I learned to let people come in and be part of my life and just observe – observe how they interact with others, how they keep their friendships, how they approach personal problems, and how they fight.
I still can’t ride a two-wheel bike. Right now I have my friends as my training wheels and I’m just pedaling my way through college life. I go up and down the hills and first try to explore what’s been around me – things that I could not before when I was only focusing on trying to ride that darn two-wheel bike. I’m slowly getting the beauty of life. I understand the dealio and am almost clearly seeing my own reason to live my life as best as I can. Part of it is the people I love – my family, friends, people I respect and look up to. The other part of it is myself – it’s really slow, but I know I’m starting to appreciate myself more and more – I’m learning “to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference.” And I believe that when I finally explore my surrounding with my bike enough with the training wheels and finally understand the whole beauty of it all (no matter however long this may take), I’ll have just enough motivation to ride the bike without the training wheels. Maybe then I will be able to sing along to “This” and really feel like it’s coming out from my heart.








































