It’s been 365 days…plus or minus 4 weeks, since my first blog. That means it’s been entire year since I got to Johns Hopkins – I’m a quarter of the way through college and officially a sophomore, which is absolutely insane. With all this in mind, I figured I’d take a second out of my day to break down what that means, and share with you all the wisdom of a man who’s made it through a full year at college.
1. First and foremost, I’m not wise.
It’s funny, you know. Coming into Hopkins, I remember everyone who welcomed me and all the first-year mentors (FYMs )I knew were sophomores; and as a freshman coming in during O-week knowing nobody, I looked to them as the end all be all of advice. To me, these were people who knew Hopkins inside and out, and had their lives completely figured out.
The truth? As a sophomore now, I feel like I know less than I did last year, and so does everyone I talk to. Sure, I’m taking more advanced classes, but it’s true what they say: the more you know, the more you realize you don’t know. It’s humbling, but terrifying at the same time.
It’s times like these advice like this is necessary:
2. I’ve learned. A lot.
In only a year, I’ve managed to get involved in activities I enjoy, help launch a start up company, win business plan competitions, get a research position, and get most of my prerequisite classes out of the way (not to say I did it without a bump in the road here or there). It’s astonishing, really. I’m pretty sure I’ve talked about the opportunity that Hopkins as a school provides, but there’s no good way to articulate it until you’re actually here and in the middle of it all. Everything is there. All you have to do is reach for it.
3. Without a doubt, this is all going to be over before I know it.
Ever since I got here, I’ve been trying to work on an explanation as to why time moves so much faster in college. What feels like a week ago was really a month ago, and when looking forward to things so far in the future on my calendar, I blink and all of a sudden they’re here. I don’t know why this is the way it is, but I think it’s a bit of a double edged sword: on one hand, I don’t have nearly as much time as I think I do, but on another, everything worth looking forward to feels like it’s hardly a moment away.