Gilman Girl

The Life & Rhymes of Molly Y., English Major

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The Newness

After being abroad for a semester, I knew coming back to Baltimore and Hopkins would feel different. While the readjustment has had its emotional weirdness here and there, I’m noticing three new constants that have made the semester outside of class feel fresh: new job, new house, & new(ish) Baltimore. Their idiosyncrasies seep into my weekly routine in ways that offset the academic side of things with a distinct sort of balance. And I’m very, very into it.

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Right before the semester started, I got a part-time job at JHU Press — truly a boon! — helping out in their logistics department, Hopkins Fulfillment Services. I usually spend my shifts filling out orders for professors ordering textbooks to peruse before buying a bunch for a class, but sometimes, I get randomly assigned to help out in other areas of the press, like Project Muse. During today’s shift, I went over to help them shred about 1 million old documents from 1996 onwards, which might sound about as fun as watching grass grow. However! Sometimes, in the midst of a thankless — but essential — clerical task, you find something funky and fun that you want to catalogue for all the world to see. The first picture at the top is from Muse’s first marketing campaign, ALL THE WAY BACK IN ’97. I thought the image was weird but also cool, and kind of humorous for a reason I can’t quite put my finger on. I found a few more things that struck me as semi-entertaining, like these post-it notes from the conference room wall, where they’d clearly had a strategizing meeting about how to one-up their competition at Burger King. It’s small stuff, but my supervisor for the day was really sweet and couldn’t thank me enough for being down to shred paper for 4 hours on a Monday morning: I’m a huge cheesewhiz of a person, but all of these things reminded me how grateful I am to have this gig in the first place. It gives a new layer of non-homeworky structure / productivity to my days. Plus, a laptop from ’97 cradled in the arms of an ancient muse. C’MON.

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 You’re like, “What in heck is that?” It’s a crusty, rustic loaf that I made with my hands, in my oven, in my kitchen, in my beautiful subletted house in Remington. I think I’ve mentioned this before, but living in a real, clean, well-furnished house in a neighborhood with people other than college students that’s on the other side of campus has changed the way I exist as a human at Hopkins this semester. My roommates and I have cheap rent, lots of space to sprawl (in both academically focused and relaxing ways), and plenty of counter / kitchen space to do things like bake three loaves of bread in 2 days (which is something I did this week) or make an Italian dinner and have people over (like my roommate Kira has done approximately 5 times already) OR just grab a snack and chat with the back door open on a freakishly warm February day. Little pieces of the house add character that I’ve missed, especially after living in bland (but clean! but still bland) underclassmen dorms for two years. Case in point: we have a stained glass window in our bathroom. It’s a game-changer & a day-maker. We also have a front & back porch, a midcentury modern couch that looks uncomfortable but is the exact opposite, house plants, and a large wooden dinner table for eating and/or homeworking. It’s probably the most zen place I’ve ever lived, & I’m a happier campus-orbiting student for it. All this from a picture of a bread loaf!

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And finally, Baltimore has shifted & grown & updated some things since I’ve been away, and every time I come across something new, it puts more of a spring in my step than there naturally is (I’m a very fast walker). Over the weekend, my friend Hana and I went to the New America diner, about a 10 minute walk from Peabody campus. It opened during the fall, and judging by how packed it quickly became on the Saturday morning we went, it’s clearly become a Baltimore favorite. Their menu is a treat: they have everything from fried plantains with salt (one of my mom’s favorite dishes) to fresh biscuit breakfast sandwiches to pesto potatoes, which is a smattering of things that don’t sound like they go together — but they do! The diner has a lovely interior with an open kitchen where you can creepily watch people cook (in a good way, if you’re a creep like me) and a big bookshelf with beautiful ceramics and other artisinal knick knacks. Plus their window displays are prime for a casual photo-op. It’s just a slice of Baltimore, but in all its breakfast goodness and sunlit newness, it got me excited to be back all over again.

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My Life as a Cheesegrater Artist

As JHU_Ebo mentioned in her blog today, we’re in a class together called “Visual Rhetoric”. It’s a graphic design class for beginners that’s specifically oriented around creating visuals for marketing purposes: logos, flyers, et cetera. There’s just one problem: you’ve gotta keep a sketchbook, make copies of your sketches, and print them out for the entire class to observe and critique. THIS IS A BIG NO-NO FOR A HUMAN PERSON WHO GOT A ‘B’ IN MIDDLE SCHOOL ART. And yet, here I am!

I’ve been wanting to take a graphic design class for quite a while, but I could never gather the courage to sign up for some basic Photoshop class at MICA or pop into the Digital Media Center for a tutorial or two. Why? Because, as I’m sure you can guess from my middle school ‘B’, I have just enough drawing talent to sketch basic shapes in a fairly recognizable manner: squares, triangles, rectangles, even ovalish circles. Beyond this, however, I’d consider myself wholly devoid of the artistic gene that seems to have been bestowed on all of my siblings AND on JHU_Ebo. Still, when some schedule reshuffling left my Tuesday afternoon open AND a spot opened up in VR, it was clearly fate: I was destined to put all my petty pride aside and finally learn about this thing called “graphic design”.

Our first assignment was to make 50 thumbnail-sized sketches of potential logo material related to a catering company, a library, and/or a cell phone company. Despite my initial trepidation at such an undertaking, I did my sketches, brought copies to class, and hung them on the board. Lo and behold, THIS CHEESE GRATER caught my professor’s eye:

IMG_3118She said, and I quote, “I find this cheesegrater sketch charming — it’s a funky kitchen instrument, and the roughness of the lines adds personality to it.” I almost wept with joy.

It’s only the third week, but VR is unlike any other class I’ve ever taken, at Hopkins or even in high school. The pressure is less on the perfection of your form and more on your ability to creatively problem solve in a visual way, which requires me to poke and nudge at a side of my brain I’m not used to using. Given my generally abhorrent drawing style, I don’t exactly casually doodle as I daydream. But somehow, VR enabled me to sketch a “”””‘charming””””” cheesegrater that stood out from the wash of forks, knives, and mini chefs on the class board.

Alas, most of my drawings are NOT cheesegrater grade. They mostly just look something like this:

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Yup! That’s a star with a chef’s hat, a spatula, a knife, a cleaver, tongs, and a pan with “heat lines” coming out of it. Clearly a winner!

Admist the crappy drawings and self conscious sketching, I find myself having a weird amount of fun, considering that this is essentially an art class — I still retain some traces of my middle school traumas as I start each assignment, but by the fifth or sixth sketch, I really do get into a groove. THIS WAS MY BOOK GROOVE.

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Visual Rhetoric has made the start of my spring semester funky and frightening but ALSO fresh, PLUS it’s the first (and only) class JHU_Ebo and I will ever take together at Hopkins. Something about that feels appropriate. In the meantime, I’ll just be over here, staring at this other book sketch I made that may or may not be the greatest work of art I’ve ever produced. This is what creative problem solving looks like, people!

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All I need in this life of sin are rental textbooks with obscure 19th century paintings on them

An Afternoon (or 12) with George Eliot

Sometimes, you’re lucky enough to take a class that reminds you how much you love your major. Don’t get me wrong: on a general baseline level, I’ve liked — and sometimes loved — my English courses at Hopkins thus far. Still, to have my first class back on campus be one that re-engaged me with so many of the reasons why I do what I do here felt like such a lucky thing, especially after having been away for so long. I’ve felt more trepidation than excitement in the days leading up to this week, mostly spurred by overthinking my capability (or potential lack thereof) to adapt to the Hopkins workflow again. How could I possibly just stroll back into an upper-level English class and analytically riff for several hours each week while also plowing away at a 777 page book with a fine-tooth comb? In a stress spiral that is very on-brand for me, I woke up this morning with quietly mediocre expectations of myself and, in turn, of my class. Which is ridiculous to think about after today’s lecture.  Each Monday for the next 12 weeks, from 1:30-3:50, I’ll be sitting in Gilman 186 deconstructing the many facets of George Eliot’s final two works, Middlemarch and Daniel Deronda, with about 11 other students in a classically small Hopkins humanities course. It’s only syllabus week, but our introductory lecture was enough to show me exactly how much I’ve missed the quality of professor & class content here, & how happy I am to be back.

All I need in this life of sin are rental textbooks with obscure 19th century paintings on them

All I need in this life of sin are rental textbooks with obscure 19th century paintings on them

I know that this basically looks like Just Another English Class, one in which you read novels set in the Victorian era about unrequited love and the class system. But, as my professor so eloquently explained today, the work of George Eliot is in a class of its own. She was a massively intelligent young woman who was largely self-taught, outside of a provincial education through secondary school. Her passion for being well read in everything from Darwinism to sociology and psychology had a profound influence on the format of her fictional works. Middlemarch in itself makes an argument for the novel as “the technology best-suited to capture our lives,” as my professor put it, in a manner that manages to supersede other ways of thinking about the world (like anthropology, sociology, etc). She used her version of a novel to create a natural history of provincial life that has stood the test of time through the many challenges it poses to readers, not only intellectually but also morally, and even memory-wise: in her work, significance is cumulative, so something she writes on page 774 could refer all the way back (and only) to something a character joked about on page 129.

George Eliot managed to perfect the art of the novel by the end of Middlemarch, but then chose to disrupt much of what she had used in her previous works to write Daniel Deronda. It is not a perfect book like Middlemarch, but it is still a great book in how challenging it was to craft & how markedly different it was from the structures she became comfortable with and known for. We’ll be reading Deronda second, which feels apt.

Despite my professor’s quick disclaimer that he is an especially tough essay grader and the spectres of “suggested” secondary reading looming in the near future on my syllabus, “George Eliot” was an unexpectedly invigorating 2 hours of my 3rd-to-last first day. It put me back in touch with what I love so much about my major and, more specifically, being that major at Hopkins. I’m in a small class with plenty of space to test out my ideas about this body of work in all its multifaceted glory, under the guidance of an engaging professor whose passion for the content balances out its intellectual heftiness. It’s about the power of the novel as an art form and a way to reconcile myriad human problems into something palpable and ageless. It’s about the importance of studying English lit as a discipline, and the gift of being able to do so at all. And somehow, it’s only day one.

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Back to the Good Stuff

I go back to Hopkins in five days, which means several things. First, it means a full day spent driving and unpacking a semester’s worth of odds & ends into a lovely spring sublet by Papermoon Diner, a classic Baltimore rowhouse with a full kitchen and just enough distance from main campus to give my brain some breathing space. after a long day of class. Second, it means a courseload worthy of any tried and true English major: three literature classes taught by three well-reviewed professors, plus a course for my minor that examines the intersection of museums and social responsibility (*WITH fieldtrips*). I’m excited about my entire schedule, especially considering this is only my second actual semester at Hopkins as an English/Museums & Society gal. Still, there’s a general sense of community back at Homewood — one with many different, often overlapping orbits — that makes coming back to school after such a long time away truly gratifying.

For me, it starts in Gilman, where I can almost always find a familiar face at any and all hours of a typical school day to do engage in the kinds of social activities only this building can entail: sitting at a packed table in the Hut getting work done between classes, eating an unabashedly indulgent goat cheese sandwich from Alkimia in the Atrium, or chatting in the hallway before a class on the fourth floor. It’s a microcosm filled with the people and subjects I care about the most, full to capacity in the daytime and peacefully sparse in the night, but always a trusty place to land if I ever need some friendly human anchors to inspire a fresh period of productivity. After a whole semester of entering the UCL Main Library and feeling like a foreign number amidst a wash of full-time students distributed across 30 different reading rooms, my imminent return to Gilman feels like the homiest place to land.

Still, the sense of community in all its forms extends beyond the brick walls of Gilman, infiltrating each walk across campus or stroll across North Charles Street. I’ve missed passing people I know on almost every walk between classes, pulling over to the side of the brick path and sharing a quick conversation before the next lecture. Campus walks are where all worlds collide at Hopkins, where unfamiliar and familiar acquaintances abound in equal measure to the timing of the Gilman clock tower and overall rush of a normal weekday. It’s a reassuring feeling to walk amidst this Hopkins crowd, one that I rarely matched whilst abroad. Being one of many at a large school like UCL in an equally large city like London can be exciting and eye-opening, just as it can be isolating and a bit disorienting. At Hopkins, I get both the freshness of unknown faces and the consistent strength of community with the most casual of daily jaunts.

I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention the small but important sites of community that have been one of the greatest contributors to how supported I feel at Hopkins: the ones that begin in the classroom. My humanities classes here are almost always small and, on many occasions, have led to the fostering of great friendships within the overall camaraderie that developed between the entire class. In Ghostfood with The Contemporary, we were all able to work together in such a way that an acquaintanceship beyond the level of awkward classmates was inevitable — and gratifying. In a 9 person Humanities Center lit class, we all sat around a wooden table and discussed postcolonial novels dealing with everything from Apartheid to the Revolution in India for two hours straight each week: community — and what’s more, community at the heart of the humanities at Hopkins — was inevitable.

Following a strained month-ish of trepidation about returning to Hopkins (re: academics, social anxiety, the bitter cold of a Baltimore winter), I’ve come to realize that I have a fortunate combination of communities to re-enter in just a few days. It’s a unique kind of safety net that I’m lucky to call home.

Looking Ahead

After being in America for just four days and seeing that another year of ED Admissions has come and gone (WELCOME, Y’ALL), I’ve decided to take a moment to reflect on what it means to return to Hopkins in January — the first time in five months. A good 45% of my internal and external being still feels like it’s across the pond, but in spite of my withdrawal symptoms, I’m starting to remind myself just how much I have to look forward to and how much I’ve missed. Let’s start with the obvious:

This might be masochistic of me considering how positively frigid and semi-treacherous it can be, but Hopkins in wintertime is as visually delightful as it is potentially dangerous. Especially when seen from the “porch” of Gilman. The snow falls just so, and the trees and old brick buildings come together to make a wintry campus walk feel like something out of a movie. Before you slip and fall in the middle of the walkway, that is.

And then, of course, there is the ever-exciting spring course schedule. For some reason, my classes during second semester tend to be more interesting/enjoyable/rewardingly challenging than they do in the fall, but it could also just be that spring on campus is generally a happier time for one and all. I’m still back and forth on one or two choices, but after a semester away from the Hopkins English department, I see now more than ever how lucky I am to have the slew of quality course options (and equally distinguished professors) it consistently offers. Thus, my classes next semester are likely no different. In “Old World/New World Women”, for example, I’ll be reading transatlantic literature written by Anne Bradstreet, Aphra Behn, and Phillis Wheatley, whilst examining themes such as (ahem): “identity, spatiality, religion, commerce, enforced labor, sexuality, race, and gender, along with literary tradition, formal analysis and poetics.” To top it all off, it’s taught by my favorite English prof, Sharon Achinstein, whose Intro to Lit course last year basically re-taught me how to be a critical thinker. Next semester’s brain expansion should be one for the record books.

Finally, there’s Baltimore, a city and a home like no other, one that I’ve greatly missed venturing out into on the weekends for a soul dance party at The Crown or a refreshing walk around Mt. Vernon, where somehow just staring at the beautiful old brownstone walk-ups is a rejuvenating activity. I’m hoping that my time away will make the city feel new in different ways, alongside all of its comforting familiarity and friendly folk who are always down for a random adventure. However strongly my current jetlag pulls me in the other direction, I’m a lucky gal with an imminent return to a school/city/homie-filled-place that truly can’t be beat.

This woman powerwalks around the duck pond in front of Kensington Palace in Hyde Park, feeding the birds, dressed in ballet pink head to toe. I will miss her.

When in London (for 10 more days)

Saying “I have 10 days left in London,” and believing it are two very different things. Thus is the dilemma my friends and I face in the coming week between now and our inevitable departure from the U.K., from each other, and from the sense of familiarity and comfort we’ve worked so hard to create for ourselves over the last three months. It probably won’t feel ‘over’ or even ‘approaching over’ until I get off the plane in Pittsburgh at 9:10 pm EST (2am U.K. time! I’ll be so fresh!) and see my dad for the first time in three months, after which I’ll either faint or go into a catatonic state. I’ll let you know which one transpires.

When I first got here, it took about two weeks for it to actually feel real. The earliest signs that I was in (or even approaching) a U.K. life were as follows: the constant rotation of 5 energetic British flight attendants on Virgin Airlines, when a cashier at the campus bookstore went “That’ll be eight pounds forty pence please,” in what I’ve come to know now as a posh accent, and standing on the Waterloo Bridge in the rain with my dad, eating a sausage roll and watching double-decker buses drive past Parliament over and over. Even then, these all felt like isolated events; Pittsburgh still seemed like a four hour Greyhound bus away, and my return to Hopkins was surely right around the corner.

NO JOKE THIS WAS MY FIRST PIC IN THE U.K.: ME, @ BAGGAGE CLAIM @ HEATHROW, AT 10AM. (I was gonna post it to JHU_Emily's Facebook, but then I came to my senses and realized it'd probably be obnoxious. You live and you learn.

NO JOKE THIS WAS MY FIRST PIC IN THE U.K.: ME, @ BAGGAGE CLAIM @ HEATHROW, AT 10AM. C/o Photobooth. (I was gonna post it to JHU_Emily’s Facebook, but then I came to my senses and realized it’d probably be obnoxious. You live and you learn.)

Half the battle in my adjustment process was getting a simple lay of the land. Where was the nearest grocery store to my apartment? How cheap or expensive was it in comparison with the other grocery stores nearby? Which bus line do I take to school? Do I even need to take the bus, or is the walk manageable with my course schedule? Is there a London version of Alloverstreet, or is it all just bougie galleries filled with designer-clad people named things like “Theodore” and “Cordelia”? Do I take the Victoria line southbound or northbound, or the Piccadilly line, or the Bakerloo or Jubilee?

This was an everyday string of questions for about two or three weeks, after which we finally started classes, and my brain switched on after a five month hiatus to the tune of a different education system and an equally important expectation that I balance school with exploring London as much as possible. Luckily for me, managing both aspects of my experience here was greatly enhanced by the — I’ll say it again — lucky group of friends I made from schools all over the U.S., whose study abroad vibes were similar to mine. You need people who are down to make the most of an entire day with: class, homeworking, exploring, more homeworking, eating, and exploring again, without petering out or second-guessing or being opposed to simply wandering around. By the grace of Queen Elizabeth II herself, I found my people early on, and again in the middle.

Linnea, Duranya & Steph, respectively, in Bath. My first friends here & my good ones!

Linnea, Duranya & Steph, respectively, in Bath. My first friends here & my good ones!

April & Haley, who I met halfway through the semester during a trip to the Lake District (and Duranya troll in the corner). They go to Connecticut College but if they transferred to Hopkins, that'd be cool also. #subliminalmessaging

April & Haley, who I met halfway through the semester during a trip to the Lake District (and Duranya troll in the corner). They go to Connecticut College but if they transferred to Hopkins, that’d be cool also. #subliminalmessaging

In conjunction with the interesting docket of classes I’ve been taking at UCL and the blessed assortment of good pals I’ve made, there’s just London in itself: London doin’ London. It’s funny to reflect on the things that once felt so alien to me — people scowling down at their phones or feet or upwards at the line maps on the tube, the word ‘queue’ in lieu of ‘line’, the general lack of filter coffee (let alone good filter coffee), hearing at least 3 different languages being spoken when I walk down the street (or sit/stand/eat/breathe pretty much anywhere in the city), and, of course, the extreme hustle & bustle of pedestrian traffic that I used to suck at navigating each day on my walk to school. The other day, a group of musicians started playing jazzed up Christmas songs on a very packed Victoria line train to Warren Street Station. While in America, the entire car might clap or sing along, my fellow Londoners seemed to bore holes into the tube floor or their newspapers and phones, desperate for the spectacle to end. Maybe three people clapped; a few of us (myself included) awkwardly smiled at each other to at least acknowledge what was happening. When the music stopped and the performers moved onto the next car, you could literally feel the tension lift — everyone might as well have collectively sighed in relief. It might technically be what’s stereotyped as ‘standoffish’ British culture, but at this point, it feels like home.

The ease with which my friends and I move through the city now only feels like an accomplishment when I really stop to think about it. To us, we’re just living — we’ve gotten much better at it through consistent exploration and willingness to see what’s out there, even if in the end, the neighborhood we stumble upon isn’t the most interesting, or the cheapest. I didn’t realize how deeply a map of London has been ingrained on my brain until my best friend (who is studying in Berlin right now) came to visit me, and I took her around town like some off-brand tour guide. We didn’t do the London Eye, but we did do scones with jam & clotted cream at the V&A, a pub night with the aforementioned UCL pals, a Portobello Market/Notting Hill walk through, and a bunch of other little things that feel more local to me now than my old high school does in Pittsburgh or Hampden in Baltimore. Which is DRAMATIC, I know. But my brain and heart are rooted here in a way I definitely didn’t expect, especially considering that my friends and I all thought we’d be exhausted and ready to come home by finals week. In fact, it’s just the opposite: we’re all loath to leave.

But that’s a good thing, right? If we weren’t loath to leave, then maybe that says something about how much we got out of the experience. Or maybe it doesn’t, and I’m just trying to rationalize my borderline menopausal emotions about getting on the plane next Saturday. All I can say is, London has left its mark on me and helped me grow in ways I didn’t expect. (Double cliche infraction!!!) But really. I never thought I’d want to come back here for an internship (which I do — Summer 2017 prospects are in development), let alone to live after graduating from Hopkins (which I might — graduation is so close, but so far away! But still so close!). With the daily busyness and stress and weirdness and newness and funkiness and backpack-filled-with-everything-I-own-at-all-times-ness of being here, I rarely get a moment to stop and look back, so I guess this blog turned into a very cheesy blob of retrospection. I’ll stop here & post some small nice moments that I’ve recently had, chocked full of cliche & London goodness. But make no mistake: I will be back *said hopefully, not ominously*.

SHAMELESS solo pic taken by Best Friend Erin (Trademark) in the Enlightenment Room of the British Museum, which is my favorite room in the whole darn thing. She caught me unawares, looking at old specimens of somethingorother.

SHAMELESS solo pic taken by Best Friend Erin (Trademark) in the Enlightenment Room of the British Museum, which is my favorite room in the whole darn thing. She caught me unawares, looking at old specimens of somethingorother.

This woman powerwalks around the duck pond in front of Kensington Palace in Hyde Park, feeding the birds, dressed in ballet pink head to toe. I will miss her.

This woman powerwalks around the duck pond in front of Kensington Palace in Hyde Park, feeding the birds, dressed in ballet pink head to toe. I will miss her. On days when life feels gray, I want to be her. It’s all good.

Lorna Simpson at Tate Modern, with 'Five Day Forecast'. Yes.

Lorna Simpson at Tate Modern, with ‘Five Day Forecast’. Yes.

SIMPLE EVENING VIEWS THAT MAKE ME WEEPY NOW

SIMPLE EVENING VIEWS THAT MAKE ME WEEPY NOW

& finally: Good New(ish) Pals who feel like Old Pals, running down the stairs @ Tate Modern in pursuit of dinner & a pint. Haley is an extreme blur in the background & April's hand is menacing, but all is well.

& finally: Good New(ish) Pals who feel like Old Pals, running down the stairs @ Tate Modern in pursuit of dinner & a pint. Haley is an extreme blur in the background, April’s hand is menacing & I look deranged, but all is well.

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London Learning

While I miss the comforts of my home department at Hopkins and am greatly looking forward to my spring semester schedule (s/o to the Course Catalog Overlords for this year’s bountiful offerings), it has been beyond rewarding to continue my education in a city known for its illustrious literary history and vibrant cultural community (free museums! everywhere!). Two courses in particular have engaged me in ways that are rooted to the city itself, one through its London-based literature and the other through weekly class sessions held in different museums & galleries from Millbank to Soho.

Utopias & Dystopias in 20th Century Literature

Considering that I hadn’t read a truly dystopian novel since high school, I was really excited to take this module, especially considering how many of the works are set in the U.K. We’ve analyzed Aldous Huxley’s Brave New World in relation to the broader historical context of London’s socioeconomic (and physical) landscape at the time it was published, versus Huxley’s futuristic version of the city: skyscrapers a hundred stories high, the infiltration of exaggerated American culture, and a complete lack of monarchical tradition. Right now, we’re reading a novel entitled The Drowned World, which is centered on a London that’s been submerged by melted ice caps and extreme climate change — even the Ritz Hotel is underwater. Ironically enough, Ballard’s novel was written before there was any real concept of global warming, and is simply a hyperbolized fantasy that uses London’s real life underground rivers as mechanisms to “drown” it and create a dystopian world. Walking around the city with all of this in mind has given me a newfound appreciation for the richness of its history, not to mention for the opportunity to study in a place that inspired such works.

19th and 20th Century Art in London Collections

I’m not an art history major, but LUCKILY for me, UCL has courses specifically for non-majors who still want to dip their toes into the serene waters of the London art world. Too vivid a metaphor?  The course is a survey of art from the mid-1800’s and onwards, with most of its focus on 20th century contemporary art. Each week, my classmates and I make our way to a different museum or gallery space in the city to meet with our lecturer, who then takes us to specific works for the group to discuss in more detail. Thus far, we’ve gone to the National Gallery, Tate Modern, Tate Britain, and, on a particularly windy day, took a brief walking tour of several public art installations near Shoreditch. It’s one thing to read about the works in preparation for class, and an entirely new level of learning to experience them in person, in London. I’ve even seen works I learned about at Hopkins last year, which makes it all the more dope. In the coming weeks, we’ll be even attending a temporary exhibition that will only be up for the next few months or so — if I hadn’t studied abroad here, I never would have seen it, let alone had class in it! Anyways, here is me, having a millennial moment with a work by Donald Judd after our lecture on Minimalist art — forgive me for falling into the selfie trap just this once.

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From Over Here

Experiencing this week so far from home and from Hopkins has turned out to be more surreal & strange & personal than expected. Quite frankly, waxing poetic about a recent trip to the English countryside or my favorite London study spot would feel out of place. Instead, I’ll offer up some JHU and non-JHU related internet things that I’ve been returning to over the last 48 hours to keep me grounded in all of this.

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I’m sure this is happening in colleges across the U.S., but opening my Hopkins inbox on Wednesday to see these kinds of emails (there were several more from the Office of Multicultural Affairs, the Film Society, etc) made me feel nostalgic for campus, for the Hopkins community & the supportive ways it can come together in times like this. The Dean provided us with a list of various quiet zones and safe spaces all over campus to go to at any point during the day if we needed a minute — or an hour — away from a packed class schedule. After texting several Hopkins friends all day yesterday who were finding it quite difficult to focus on any kind of studying or schoolwork, it comforted me to know that there were peaceful pockets of space for them and everyone else on campus. We’re not exactly getting the same sort of treatment from UCL, so ironically enough, yesterday made me miss America more than ever.

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Zoe Kazan’s twitter account is something I check every week for beautifully composed comments about everything from being a good person to the importance of political activism (and many things in between). Yesterday, she asked her followers to suggest “writers who combated the darkness of their time” for her to retweet & read herself. Even on a day when most social media made me yearn for my pre-social media mind, I loved this. A lot. I’m hoping my brain & heart will expand in good measure after I explore the very dope & very helpful reading list she and so many others worked together to compile (this screenshot is just the tip of the iceberg). I highly recommend scrolling through the thread in full.

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Over the last two days, most of the upbeat & random & hip hop & *sometimes* Top-40’s stuff I meander between felt weird (/wrong) to listen to. Luckily for me, JHU_Emily crafted a soothing soundscape of relatable goodness as I attempted to write a mammoth of an essay with America in my peripheral brain vision. Solange, The National, The Antlers, The Beatles, & even a skillfully chosen dash of Beyoncé have come together in the deftly titled “nov 9”, because Ebo is a homie who knows the nuances of mood. “Hey Jude” felt especially right.

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THE TUNES

Anyone who knows me — who really knows me — knows that my Spotify repertoire is extensive. That may initially sound like a boast: Look at me with my broad musical taste & wealth of musical knowledge!

It’s not. What it actually means is that I tend to make playlists on the regular. They usually constitute complete changes in general “vibe” to go along with the infinite combinations of moods that I experience in a day, a week, a month — you get it. Some are public, some are private, but ALL are essential components of a well-soundtracked life. I’ve found that this applies doubly so now that I’m in London: study abroad has essentially turned me into a heap of mixed feelings that changes in composition daily. Today I’ve decided to give you a li’l sample of three of my most-played playlists on Spotify since I got to London, each of which has a very different “vibe” (I keep putting it in quotation marks because I truly don’t think I’m cool enough to use the word casually) from the other. When I was younger I — no joke — used to fantasize about being a DJ, so this is probably about as close as I’ll ever get to achieving that dream. Bear with me!

Playlist 1: The Essential “Pals” Playlist

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ICYMI, JHU_Emily and I are real-life pals — it’s crazy, because we never feature each other in our blogs. Ever. In the two weeks leading up to my first departure from the U.S., Ebo sent me this collaborative playlist for us to add to whilst I was in London (re: big ben) and she was fighting the good fight back at home (re: balti). The three emojis pictured are our signature, for no other reason than that we happen to use them a freakish amount in our text conversations. What’s the “vibe” of this playlist, you may ask? Let’s just say it’s got everything from ABBA to Florence + The Machine to Solange to Phoenix, so I’ll say this: I listen to it when I’m in a good mood, especially when I’m making the 20 minute walk to school. A quality day-starter!

A personal favorite of mine that JHU_Emily added:

 

Playlist 2: On The Grind (in a Cinematic Way though)

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I started this playlist in September of my freshman year, and it’s since grown to be about six hours in length. I LOVE MOVIE SCORES, I REALLY DO. Studying in London, however, requires a very specific swatch of this playlist solely devoted to: Philip Glass, Thomas Newman, and Dustin O’Halloran, on repeat, every day I’m doing homework. The three of them have composed some of my favorite movie scores of all time. When I’m sitting in the big law reading room trying to feel as present as possible and leave freshman year Gilman times behind, tracks like this do an especially good job of making the workload feel purposeful and new. The “vibe” is: VERY CHEESY, VERY CONTEMPLATIVE, BUT VERY USEFUL.

Playlist 3: You’re Here, and You Have Many Feelings About This

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“Li’l Baby Sun Emoji ; Scholastic Books Emoji”, as I call it, is something I made a few days after I first arrived in London. I was still sorting through the whole idea of my human self being on an entirely different continent for the next three months, and while parts of me were definitely excited, other parts of my brain hadn’t exactly finished processing. I used this playlist to make the experience feel as real as possible: you could call it my “London, Fall 2016” playlist, but for me, the emojis speak more profoundly to my general “vibe” here. It may be nearing the end of its playability for a while; I tend to pull the plug when I sense some favorite songs risk being overplayed, because I’m a True Professional. Before I make something new to encapsulate the last half of term, here are two tracks I could probably never get tired of.

DISCLAIMER: The video’s weird, but the song is so good! It’s rejuvenating and true and pure, and has some of my favorite auditory components: choppy piano chord progressions, drums that sound like a heart beat, and echo-y effects. It always feels very “walking around in London, and you’re deep in your feelings, but only you know it.” Y’know?

I loved Beach House long before I came to Baltimore, and considering that they’re from there, you can bet they’ve been the soundtrack to a lot of campus walks / slow bus rides back at Hopkins. They might even be my favorite band, which is saying something, because I always vowed it was impossible for me to choose a favorite band. This song is very “woah” and has a knack for waking me up to the weirdness and coolness of being in London for the semester, especially when I’m just wandering around a new neighborhood on my own. Good stuff.

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Days Off

By some stroke of luck (and a bit of finagling on my own part), I don’t have class on Wednesdays or Fridays each week. In the interest of making the most of my time in London and staying on track with course work, I try to make full use of the day: the following is a poorly photographed but very honest depiction of a well-spent Wednesday, with equal parts work and play and a few riveting pics of me pretending to be the lead character in a movie about my life whilst on public transportation. Let’s start at:

9:30 am: RISE & SHINE

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After quickly breakfasting, showering, & mentally planning out the day ahead, I snap a reassuring selfie for the sake of this blog, complete with Trendy London Filter & optimistic hand sign. My flat is about 20 minutes from campus, and with traffic, the commute can take up to 30 minutes, so it’s important that I start my day with good vibes and a clear head. Thus, I listen to THIS about five times before I walk out the door.

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Just try it, and feel free to thank me later in the comments below!

10:00 am: SUCCESSFUL COMMUTE

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I wanted to snap a photo from the bus ride to school, but alas, it was too cramped for a selfie to be anything other than painfully awkward for all parties involved. Instead, I’m going with this gloomily regal pic of UCL — it’s the first view of main campus that I get everyday as I stroll through the main gates, an architectural bastion of education that is as majestic as it is terrifying (the front steps are VERY steep). Peep that rotunda! The main courtyard is surrounded by trees, offers plenty of quality bench options, and generally has throngs of students milling about. It’s the only “quad”-like part of the school, and walking through it each morning is still something I’m getting used to after two years of greeting Gilman on the regular. But it’s a good change, it truly is.

10:10am-1pm: STUDY SPACE ACQUIRED

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The UCL Main Library is a treasure. With a multitude of different reading rooms, large and small, all well-equipped with outlets and wood panels and natural light (and, you know, books), it gives the whole homeworking process a pleasant ambiance. Today I chose to squirrel away in the law reading room, which is nominally for law students and filled with law books but is actually inhabited by a bunch of plebeians like me who need an old academic vibe to get anything done. I wanted to snap this pic quickly so that I wasn’t seen as an annoying tourist, so alas, you have my unidentified pal in the corner & strange lighting. But you feel the effect, I hope! This is actually my third try: the first two were taken from my seat, and just really hit home for me that I am a failure of a millennial who canNOT take good iPhone photos. Amen. Here they are.

Try #1: Nope!

Try #1: Nope!

Try #2: Not Quite, Molly!

Try #2: Not Quite, Molly!

You see my point. Anyhow, there I sat for several hours, plowing away at my readings for Topics in Visual Representation on visual/material culture in the aftermath of 9/11.  The essayists discussed everything from the fetishization of traumatic images in the media to the use of the about-to-die image, that pivotal moment just before the subject actually dies, which is used far more often in journalistic depictions of human tragedy than the actual action of dying or the gruesome aftermath. It was a heavy way to start the day, but well-worth it, considering my complete lack of experience in the field of visual studies and anthropology. One of the best feelings is the one you get when you sense your brain expanding with new info, especially when you’re in a sunlit reading room that was built eons ago & housed many other scholars before you. And, of course, here is my study set-up: simple, functional, caffeinated: Covergirl. All a gal needs!

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1:30 pm: FIELD TRIP

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At around 1, I decided I had done enough work for the day; I was getting peckish for food & the outside world, so I quickly grabbed some lunch and hopped on the tube to go to Whitechapel Gallery, a *free* contemporary art gallery in East London. Here is a haute mirror selfie featuring my two fun-loving fellow commuters. At that moment, I was probably listening to soul music and dreaming up imaginary scenarios about my life, but that’s just me! A walking cliche!

IMPORTANT NOTE: There was a small dog on the tube, and it looked at me. Truly a blessing: truly a good omen.

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I got off at Aldgate East Station about fifteen minutes later and, to my surprise, the gallery was located right next to it. I really think I owe it all to the dog.

2:00 pm – 4:00 pm: FLESH VESSEL SEES ART

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After taking a beat to ensure I was acquainted with the rules of the gallery (backpack or no? photography or no? shoes and shirt required, or no?), I took my time walking through each of the galleries within the Whitechapel building. For #frugalitypurposes, I didn’t check out the special exhibition, which required payment, but the other eight rooms more than made up for it. This picture is from inside Liam Gillick’s “Prototype Conference Room”, where he altered traditional meeting space with brightly colored upholstery in no particular pattern of distribution. I chose a bright red chair, and my homie towards the front chose a dark green one: What does this say about our psyches? No idea! On screen, they showed several different artists’ work, all of which had to do with the intersection of technology and the moving image. I snapped this mid-viewing Mateusz Sadowski’s “It Takes Time”.

Another favorite was Etel Adnan’s “Champs de Petrol (Petrol Fields)”, which was part of an exhibition from the Barjeel Art Foundation Collection on the second floor. I quite liked all of it, but for the sake of bringing this blog to a graceful close, here is just the one:

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4:30pm: HOMEWARD BOUND

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And finally, from the top of the double-decker bus, I snapped a triumphant pic of a glorious and full day. London traffic is a force to be reckoned with, so I had a full half hour to cruise at a higher altitude than usual & reflect on the many things I read, saw, and ate. Today was a good day, filled with well-chosen busyness and sub-par (but HONEST & AUTHENTIC) photography. Until the next jaunt!

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